Walking with Him"I waited patiently for the Lord; and He inclined to me. And heard my cry. He also brought me up out of a horrible pit. Out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my steps. He has put a new song in my mouth-Praise to our God." Psalm 40:1-3
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Name: Craig
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Interests: I love to ride my bicycle. When I ride I feel close to God. I also enjoy playing golf but I am not that good at it. Spending time with my kids is one of my most favorite things to do though. Especially riding roller coasters with my daughter and playing any sport with my son.
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Monday, November 21, 2005

Sorry I have been absent for so long. I will try to be back at my usual thing here tomorrow. Meanwhile, I got this in an e-mail today and really liked it. I don't know if it is true or not but it still made my eyes leak. God has many angels right here on earth. So check it out....

Stop telling God how big your storm is.

Instead tell your storm how big your GOD is!

In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared

down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of

terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled

with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of

determination. Like any parent, she wanted her

son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now

that was no longer possible..

The leukemia would see to that. But she still

wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took

her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever

think about what you wanted to be once you grew

up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do

with your life?"

Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up."

Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can

make your wish come true."

Later that day she went to her local fire

department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met

Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix.

She explained her son's final wish and asked if

it might be possible to give her six-year-old son

a ride around the block on a fire engine.

Fireman Bob said, "Look, we can do better than

that. If you'll have your son ready at seven

o'clock Wednesday morning, we'll make him an

honorary fireman for the whole day. He can come

down to the fire station, eat with us, go out on

all the fire calls, the whole nine yards! And if

you'll give us ! his sizes, we'll get a real fire

uniform for him, with a real fire hat-not a toy

one-with the emblem of the Phoenix Fire

Department on it, a yellow slicker like we wear

and rubber boots. They're all manufactured right

here in Phoenix, so we can get them fast."

Three days later Fireman Bob picked up Billy,

dressed him in his fire uniform and escorted him

from his hospital bed to the waiting hook and

ladder truck. Billy got to sit on the back of the

truck and help steer it back to the fire station.

He was in heaven. There were three fire calls in

Phoenix that day and Billy got to go out on all

three calls. He rode in the different fire

engines, the paramedic's van, and even the fire chief's car.

He was also videotaped for the local news

program. Having his dream come true, with all the

love and attention that was lavished upon him, so

deeply touched Billy that he lived three months

longer than any doctor thought possible.

One night all of his vital signs began to drop

dramatically and the head nurse, who believed in

the hospice concept that no one should die alone,

began to call the family members to the hospital.

Then she remembered the day Billy had spent as a

fireman, so she called the Fire Chief and asked

if it would be possible to send a fireman in

uniform to the hospital to be with Billy as he

made his transition.

The chief replied, "We can do better than that.

We'll be there in five minutes.

Will you please do me a favor?

When you hear the sirens screaming and see the

lights flashing, will you announce over the PA

system that there is not a fire? It's just the

fire department coming to see one of its finest

members one more time.

And will you open the window to his room?

About five minutes later a hook and ladder truck

arrived at the hospital and extended its ladder

up to Billy's third floor open window

16 firefighters climbed up the ladder into

Billy's room.

With his mother's permission, they

hugged him and held him and told him how much

they loved him.

With his dying breath, Billy

looked up at the fire chief and said,

"Chief, am I really a fireman now?"

"Billy, you are, and the Head Chief, Jesus, is holding your hand,"

the chief said.

With those words, Billy smiled and said,

"I know, He's been holding my hand all day, and the angels have been singing.."

He closed his eyes one last time.


Friday, November 11, 2005

Without counsel, plans go awry, but in the multitude of counselors they are established. PROVERBS 15:22 (NKJV)

 

This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate in it day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success. JOSHUA 1:8 (NKJV)

 

Don't you forget who'll take care of you, It don't matter what you do, Form a duet, let him sing melody, you'll provide the harmony. “Help Is On Its Way” Little River Band

 

It happens. People get hurt. Injured. Scraped. Bruised. You name it, it happens in this game. Priest Holmes did. Out for the season. Other injuries only require ice packs and whirlpools. Of course I am talking about football. Each week the injury list is issued and fan’s hopes rise and fall with who will be able to play and who won’t. Life is like that too. We get hurt. I am not talking about when we fall down and hurt ourselves. I am talking about the injuries we receive to our spirits, our egos, our pride. In this game though there is usually no injury report. I don’t let anyone know that the old ego took a shot and is kind of bruised up after this week’s game. Oh, no. Pride won’t let me do that. I will suck it up and keep playing. Or maybe I will sideline myself for a while. No hearing from me, you’ll just have to wonder what happened. Or maybe you will be hurt as well and not really have time to care because you’re busy licking your own wounds. I will not report to a doctor, usually I will attempt to treat the wound myself.

It doesn’t have to be that way. I have spiritual doctors to turn to. It doesn’t have to be the preacher although he can certainly help. It can be anyone who has a relationship with Christ. They can prescribe “medicine” for you. My sponsor in AA likes to have me soak in a “spiritual hot tub”. Spending time in the word. Reading it over and over. Soaking in it. Loosening me up. Easing the soreness. Then he prescribes the power of the pen. I write about how I feel when I am hurt, looking not at how I got hurt or who hurt me but how I put myself in a position to be hurt. Then we talk. It is there that he is able to draw out the poison that would infect my entire body if left unattended.

The healing process has now begun and I have grown in Christ. I have become stronger and I am now even more useful to God because I am closer to Him. This is important because there can be no quitting, no early retirement. There are too many others that need what I have been so freely given. The enemy will not quit. He will not retire. He will not surrender. But the victory will always be in Christ Jesus our Lord.

 

But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.

1 Corinthians 15:57 (NKJV)

 

Frequent contact with newcomers and with each other is the bright spot of our lives. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS…page 89(any edition)


Thursday, November 10, 2005

Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity? In all this Job did not sin with his lips. JOB 2:10b (NKJ)

 

But as God has distributed to each one, as the Lord has called each one, so let him walk. 1 CORINTHIANS 7:17a (NKJ)

 

I saw the light, I saw the light. No more darkness; no more night. Now I'm so happy no sorrow in sight. Praise the Lord, I saw the light! …”I Saw the Light” Words/Music by Hank Williams Sr. 1948


I sometimes struggle to accept what God puts on my plate so to speak. I want what I think I need to be happy and along comes God and gives me something entirely different. Sometimes it seems to be the exact opposite of what I want. My first reaction is always poor pitiful me. How can I possibly be happy? The simple fact is if I am concentrating on myself and what I want I will never be happy. God sometimes rains on my parade or so I think. I have to wallow through whatever God has brought to me until I come to a point of acceptance and realize that His way is the path to true happiness.

That is where I was all last week. Wallowing through it. Feeling sorry for myself, actually wondering if God truly loved me. Then in the midst of my storm, when I was so tormented that I thought it couldn’t possibly get any worse, it did. The amazing thing was though that it was through that worsening of the storm, that I saw the light. I suddenly ceased to concentrate on what I wanted for myself and started concentrating on what God wanted me to do. Oh my, I became so much happier so quickly that it amazed me. I felt more in the presence of God than I had felt in a long time. I still have that self-pity thing gnawing at me but suddenly I have received the power to overcome it. God has done for me what I couldn’t do for myself. Not by giving me what I wanted but by giving me what I needed and the power to accept that.

Funny thing was that while going through this whole thing I felt that I couldn’t possibly pray to my Father in heaven. I wish I could have prayed. I wish I could say my faith never wavered. But it did. The awesome thing is, He never failed me despite my failing Him. Today I am going to pray. I am going to just say thank you. Not just for the good things but for everything and for the power to continue to accept His will in my life.

 

Nothing, absolutely nothing happens in God’s world by mistake. Until I could accept my alcoholism, I could not stay sober, unless I accept life completely on life’s terms, I cannot be happy, I need to concentrate not so much on what needs to be changed in the world as on what needs to be changed in me and my attitudes…. ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS…PAGE 418 (4TH Edition)

 

God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. PSALM 46:1 (NKJV)

 

 


Thursday, October 27, 2005

Sorry, I missed church last night. I was under the weather so to speak.  (that means I was sick for ya young-uns). Feeling better today.

I need you to keep Matt and Cindy Camp in your prayers. They both work at Honeywell with me. Their baby was still born last Monday. It is very sad. I am thankful they are Christians and know who to turn to in theri time of need.

While you are down there praying, pray for travel mercies for me as well. I am going to Branson this weekend for an AA convention. I should be back sometime Sunday afternoon. C-ya then. Much love.


Wednesday, October 26, 2005

A talebearer reveals secrets, but he who is of a faithful spirit conceals matter. PROVERBS 11:13 (NKJV)

 

Where there is no wood, the fire goes out; and where there is no talebearer, strife ceases. PROVERBS 26:20 (NKJV)

 

Have we not all one Father? Has not one God created us? Why do we deal treacherously with one another by profaning the covenant of the fathers? MALACHI 2:10 (NKJV)

 

But no man can tame the tongue. It is an unruly evil, full of deadly poison.  

JAMES 3:8 (NKJV)

 

"I’ m looking at the man in the mirror; I’m asking him to change his ways"…Man in the Mirror by Michael Jackson

 

            A talebearer. We know it better as a gossip. I hate it when it happens to me, but yet it is so hard to avoid talking about others. I justify it by putting these words in front of it “You can’t tell anybody about this.” Then suddenly it’s out there. I then act as if a friend that I confided in has betrayed me, but deep down I know who is to blame. Sometimes gossip comes in retaliation of what I believe someone has said about me. What great justification that is. I can then say whatever I please about them in order to “get even.” Gossip is the kindling that starts fires that become so huge they sometimes cannot be put out.

            Gossip can allow me to feel good about myself for a moment. It can take the focus off of me. It can be fun among friends. But when I leave the room and am alone with myself to consider the words that were spoken, either from my mouth or someone else’s, I always seem to find myself wishing I could take them back or that I had not heard them. Feeling good about me by dragging others down is cruel and temporary at best. I can put the focus on anyone else that I want but at the end of the day I have to look at myself.

             Before I gave my life to Christ the profane words that came from my mouth were astonishing. I would cuss like a sailor all day long.  Then when my parents came to visit I would make a vow not to use those words in front of them. It was a promise that I could not keep. The words would just jump out of my mouth so quickly it amazed me. I had no control whatsoever. But after I invited Christ into my life and I started getting into his word and praying for Him to change the way I spoke, the profanity was removed from my vocabulary. It is in that testimony that I have the answer to gossiping. I must get into the word and ask God to remove my desire to gossip and to hear gossip. When gossip is about me it loses its sting when I am focusing on God’s word. Gossip is ugliness that always turns into a reflection of me if I participate in that behavior. My life is much more enjoyable when I let the Lord fill it with the beauty of His words.

 

When I take responsibility for my actions, regardless of what other people do, I become someone I can be proud of. When I feel good about myself, it’s much easier not to take insults personally.   October 26 …Courage to Change

 

In hot pursuit of Christ,

 

Craig C.

 

 



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